Awareness

You plan- Organized
You wait- Patient
You get everything that is needed - Resourceful
You miss the opportunity - Unprepared?
I say you lack awareness.
Isn't it obvious? You been preparing... You planned it, you waited, you got what was needed but you still missed it. A lot of things led to it. You lost the Focus, like it was stolen and you made mistakes when you missed your brakes. Now Stop. Think.... about all the things that you did to get here, now. Came too far just to come this far...
FURTHER THAN YOU'VE EVER BEEN

Dreams are worth more than money
Pursuit of happiness